I was actually going to write something more positive but I forgot what it was so here’s this instead (i assure you i have drafts of actually useful posts but i got lazy)

My school year is almost over and I’ll soon be in my second year of high school. I barely felt the time pass.

Sometimes I’d think about the future. I thought about it a year ago. Here we are in the future. It didn’t play out as I thought it would…or maybe it did, but I forgot how I imagined it would be. Actually yeah, no, this wasn’t on my bingo card.

I’d say my life so far has been quite unorthodox. Not sure what counts as a standard life, but it probably wouldn’t be mine… no forget that, call it the ‘ideal life’. Where ideal here has been hammered into my head by… I don’t know, a Persona game (minus beating up shadows)

(I don’t research anything that goes into these blog posts btw that’s why it doesn’t make sense)

How it is: I go about my day, doing nothing useful, even though I’ve piled up quite the number of unfinished quests, some more important than others. Living life in a daze, really.

I’ve been told to think about my future more. I try, and all I see is a thick haze. Because I don’t even know what I’m doing in the present.

Guess that’s one thing I should work on.